My feeling for My first and last Love...With lyrics of Nikka Costa

The one that you first truely have feelings for.one person that you will never forget, their love will leave an imprint on your heart which will be there forever. At the moment you dont care that you will eventually lose them after a break up because that emotion is amazing. Falling in love was the best thing that has ever happened to me, but now that its gone I feel hopeless. Your first love will be one who will be the hardest to get over, the one that can still make you smile even when your having the worst day ever, and the one who after breaking you, you'll still love them. Your first love never leaves.
                That was very tough time for me. At that time I always doubted about this feeling being real LOVE. But  I realize That was my first love.and I still love her..

                                                     

Everyone can see
There's a change in me
They all say I'm not the same
Kid I used to be

Don't go out and play
I just dream all day
They don't know what's wrong with me
And I'm to shy to say

It's my first love
What I dreaming of
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do
My first love
Thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show her what I'm feeling
Coz I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall
Is she care at all
Will she ever notice me
Could he ever fall

Tell me teddy bear
Why love is so unfair
Will she ever find a way
And answer to my pray